Fall

I just wanna lay my hands down and cry
i don't wanna give this another ty
ive had enough of pain
in this world you call agame

i wanna give up and throw up the flag
i wanna fall and say enough
just lay my head down
and in my tears drown

i wanna commit suicide
let the blade cut my skin
watch the blood flow
as my body goes cold

or maybe i'll overdoze
and take another pill
just fall into a deep sleep
and die like in my dream

or maybe i'll just jump
and be able to fly
and just before i reach the ground
look up and say goodbye

or i'll just find a gun in my drawer
take it my hands
put it to my brain
and goodbye world

i still cant make up my mind
walking down this alley not knowing what to find
i'll just travel to nowhere
and hopefully i'll die