Blood Stained Sheets

My heart has turned to sand, I'm hiding from my fears
I'll let go of my life, as my final end nears
Please kill me now, my cutting doesn't work
Put me out of my misery, I'm truly and deeply hurt
You walked in on me crying, with puddles of blood around
You saw the wounds on my arm, the blade n the ground
Leave me here to bleed, for now I am no more
I fall off of my bed, and I lay across the floor
I hope that someday, you might try to understand
God I'm so very sorry, just take me the way I am
Grab the matches, and pour gasoline in my room
Make sure to stab me in the side, with the end of a broom
Cry my countless tears, take my fatal thoughts away
I made brand new scars, and blood stains today
Leave me in silence, just let me go to sleep
My life is ending as I'm fading, will you even weep?
I'm truly dying now, in the light of a full moon
I'm swimming in my thoughts, drowning in my wounds
You saw my ripped off wings, they've been stabbed and beat
I died in bloodied tears, covered with blood stained sheets