Confused feelings

Confused

What can I do what can I say that will not hurt you?

I am spinning in my mind I don\t know what\s going on it\s happed to fast

U hurt me you broke me you let me down I got back up you treat me like I am out to get you

You fight with me you\re always saying I F/ ing love you

Don\t over use it don\t under use it, it does not mean anything to me any more its just words in my ears its been burnt out lost in the darkness of my pain

I know its not all you I know I cried and did not stop till I feel asleep cos of all the other shit

But your suppose to not hurt me i think I can no longer go on with this extra pain of fights

Come on us fighting hurts me more then my mother saying she no longer wants to live with me does that not say something of how I feel

To confused mixed up pain sadness broken fixed people trying to help all my friend here helping me say what I need but there not helping they have hurt me as well

Confused getting dizzy hurting crying alone

Crazy: s alone always does something wrong to some one shall I just implode

Or fade a way silently so no one knows what do you all what from me

Going crazy breaking down to much to soon to little to late

CONFFUSED