Why?

One day after lunch
u came to drama class
u sat next to me
and said u had a question to ask

i looked u in the eyes
and told u to go ahead.
u asked me about overdose
and why i wanted to be dead.

i thought i was gonna cry
asking u who told,
u told me it didnt matter
how could u be so cold?

u said u heard it
while u were in the lunch line
again u asked me how i felt
and i told u i was fine

later that night on the computer i wrote u
and told u i was upset
u told me not to lie to u
and asked if this was a test

i told u why i overdosed
and how i wanted to die
u told me u were here 4 me
and thats finally when i cried

amazed that i had tears
and that i cried with u on the phone
because after everything
i didnt think my feelings shown

i told u
u were my hand to help
but u went to the counciler
and told him how i felt

he called my mom
and she i had to tell
u told because u didnt want me to fall
but u didnt see i already fell

after that
u were always so kind
but now all u do
is leave me behind.