I will never see you again

The morning i saw you
never thoght it would be the last
i was so mean to..
not knowing you were so sad..
went to school like anyother day
called you at the end of the day
didnt pick up...
had to ride the bus..i was so mad
finally got home
went to your room
sleeping like always..i thought
pictures all around you
still i didnt know
i left the room..
i knew you werent feeling good
but you always complained..
didnt think you would
take your life..over the pain..
went next door
came back later that day
i saw a letter on your bed
didnt want to wake you
went out of the room to read it
ran to your room
i still didnt know
shook you mom
stuff on your face
yelled for you
you still wouldnt awake
mom..i cant belive you left me..
all alone brother moved..
mom...you wont even see
my sweet 16...
why did you do this
im sorry i will be good
just come back
tell jesus..i will be good
only 2 months have
passed..im so mad
your so mean
im alone now
i miss you sooo
i just want to be with you
i never thought you would
do this...why?

Rest in peace mom
Shannon Lantz
september 15 1967-
september 11 2006