Story Of Pain

Well,I\'m gonna tell you a story you might have heard it before
you heard it about twenty or thirty times and may be more

it\'s not a love story it\'s a story of pain
a story of my life that i waste in vain

a story of someone who was heartless
i know that my words now are useless

a story that always have the same end
losing someone who you thought a best friend

starting with suffering and ending with lose
and sure you even can\'t choose

i used to do everything he want me to do
and sure he don\'t care about me too

every time i ask him about his feeling he say that he truly love me
but i know well that it can\'t be

and please no one try to ask me why
why i resist him while i can simply say goodbye

I\'m interested in everything he had
just thinking about losing him make me really mad

I\'m ready to go anywhere if this could make m near
even it coast me alot of tears

just being with him make me feel alot of joy
and i know that to him I\'m just a stupid toy

one day he will get bored from playing with it
he will erase me from his life and totally forget

forget my great love for him forever
he will act as he didn\'t knew me ever

i know this moment will come one day
but i believe it\'s far away

but it comes right now
i don\'t know why or how

he told me to forget him coz he can\'t be mine anymore
he even don\'t wanna tell me why or what for

but sure you can guess what i did
i begged him to love me and forget about the stupid mind in my head

so he just went away without saying a word
truly i don\'t wanna live again in this cruel world

he just disappear without saying goodbye
and I\'m still searching for an answer to my question why

i gaved him all the love i have so i can\'t love anyone else
and i promised him to love him till my death

so i preferred to die now and do it fast
i just can\'t get over my miserable past

i know one day they may found me in a pool of my blood
and beside me they will find his picture in the mud

they will read this story in no time
and just then they will know why love is a crime