I Know

I know its wrong i know i shouldn't i don't want to fall again I'm scared to fall again I'm scared to hurt again i hate that it is all coming back again it shouldn't be i told myself i wouldn't fall for you again i told myself what happened was wrong and it would never happen again but every time i see you every time i talk to you i fall more and more in love with you my love for you never went away it just hide somewhere inside i hide that i miss you i hide that i still want you i hate how i feel i hate wanting to be with you again those feelings will never change i just wish they would i feel like my heart dies more and more everyday that i love you I've loved you for so long and it just wont go away i don't know what to do about my love for you it just wont disappear you say you love me but I'm scared you will hurt me again i don't want that i want to be with you forever knowing you will never hurt me you are my soul mate your my life my everything i know i shouldn't feel this way after all the heart break you have put me through since i met you i knew you were something special i knew that you would change my life you have changed my life you have put me through so much pain but you have made me so happy more than anyone has ever made me you made me realize what love is you helped me experience what love is you showed me that people don't care other people look like or what they're appearance is I'm so grateful for you coming into my life i don't know what i would do without you you have been such an awesome friend to me since the beginning you have always been here for me no matter what we have been through you were there you can always make me happy you can always make me laugh i would be lost without you in my life i love you so much for being here for me by my side through thick and thin you are still there thank you from the bottom of my heart