Lost and confused

I'm so lost and confused

i dunno what to do

i know in my heart how i feel

but i have to stop this all

if you weren't in the position you are in

than maybe things could be different for us

but they're not and you need to do what you have to do

i hate the fact that you cant be with me

but i understand your family comes first

i knew from the start that things wouldn't go the way i wanted to

but now i have to start to let you go

cause its hurting too much

i wish i didn't have to but

i will always know in my heart how i feel

and i will always give things a shot if things don't workout for you

i just hope and wish that maybe one day soon

we can be together

cause I'm so lost and confused without you

i think i love you but i am afraid to tell you

cause it hurts too much