There is one thing that's so hard for me to do
It's admit to myself that I still love you.
I don't understand it, but I often try,
How can I feel this way for someone that always lied?
You were never real with me you often left me alone
I would try to call u, but u wouldn't pick up the phone.
I cried so much and was usually sad
But I got to admit things werent always that bad.
There was a time when we were happy and never apart,
A time when you loved me and I gave you my heart.
You were my first love, my everything
I was so happy the day you gave me a "promise" ring.
We were so young but I felt the love was real
You made me feel things I don't know if I'll ever feel.
Now we have a daughter and I see you in her
One thing I know is her attitude is yours for sure.
You've made your mistakes as I've made mine
Between love and hate there's a real thin line.
We've been through it all both good and bad
I don't want much from you, with friendship I'll be glad.
I don't want to hate you for the pain you've caused
I don't want you to blame me for the things you lost.
We're adults now with a child to raise
She deserves from us both, love and praise.
So let's let go of the past and move on with our lives
And finally get closure to this pain we both try to hide.
