Hate is such a strong word
So I learned a new way
A new way to feel about you.
You showed me that
No matter how many
Times I threw up
Stuck my finger down my throat.
No matter how many
Restless nights I spent dreaming
Only about you.
No matter how many
Cuts I took for you
No matter the depth.
You showed me that,
No matter what
I was never good enough
For you.