Why do I try
When I already know,
How its going to end
When I know how I will feel
When I know it won�t help
I did my best,
I tried my hardest
And for what
This?
This isnt isn't I wanted
This isnt isn't I hoped for
I surrounded my self
Hoping
Praying
Trying
And nothing,
Nothing changed
Nothing happened
It went away
It was forgotten
But not its back
Consuming my thought
Consuming my life
Opening my eyes
To what�s really there
Showing me what I tried ignoring
Showed me the truth
