Xx-Collision Course-xX

I thought maybe i had it in the bag
Everything mine and had
All i thought now was done
But everything is gone
I've hit a wall
And I've began to fall
Everything I wish was unreal
I wish my life
Was as serene as my dreams...
Everything..so..perfect
How I'd want...
But everything is hell
Burning me up
Till I'm nothing but ashes
I've hit a Collision Course
Where nothing could be worse
I thought i was going to be OK
I thought i had everything ready to say
Looking in your eyes
Mentioning what could have been done
I can't believe I'm not going to be caught...
I continue to fall..
As this collision course continues..
To push me away..
And watch me crawl...