I still love you

I look at u without anything to spare,
my heart strings being pulled by u,
day after day.
do u think it is easy for me to feel this way,
u looking down upon me,
after just one mistake.
im not sure that u even notice me,
after all i put u through,
the only thing i know is that i want u bac,
whatever i have to do.
i love you,
but u can never forgive me,
that i understand.
but at least have the guts to come up and talk to me,
if u want to be treated like a man.
u think that i thought that it was all your fault,
well ur rite,
coz ur the one who ran,
away from the problems that you could never understand.
well there it is,
are you happy now,
as much as i hate you,
i still love you,
no matter how things have been,
since the day that we lost everything,
not a single word,
to be that strong,
my heart would have to be seen.