Losing apart of me

I never knew what it was like to have a broken heart
Until I found the guy who was able to tear my feelings apart
The day I first met this special someone I thought he would be just another guy
But he showed me that he loved me and I thought I would give it a try
Whenever I was with him I felt like I have never felt before
He was all I ever wished for and maybe so much more
He was the one person I could count on to comfort me through all the pain
He was the one person I knew would never leave me out in the rain
The day he asked me out I did not think we would last
But I did not hesitate and loved him so fast
He bought me a silver necklace with a cute little heart
That I would wear around my neck for it was a piece of art
And every night we would sit and talk for hours over the phone
And end each phone call with the words I love you in such a sweet tone
From that day on I knew he was the one for me
But what the future had planned for us we would just have to wait and see
The feelings he makes me feel are so hard to explain
But they got me so attached to him like a locked up chain
He was always there for me and stood by my side
Until one day I talked to him and just listened and cried
He told me he was going to university so had to leave
But it hurt me so much to hear that and it was too hard to believe
When he told me he was leaving, it broke my heart into bits and pieces
Shattered my dreams while are love decreases
Now he is gone and I am left all alone
The only thing I have left of him is his voice over the phone
A feel of grief and great sorrow leaves me suffering alone in silence with sincere sadden pain
Trying to hold myself from crying but the tears rush down my cheeks like drops of rain
I wish he did not have to go I wish it did not have to end like this
I wish I could hold him one more time and give him one last kiss
But now he is gone and it is just too late
And the only thing he tells me is to be patient and wait
I can not keep waiting and I can not keep crying
Its either I move on or I just keep trying
He will always be in my heart and the memories will remain with me forever
Because every moment I spent with him is a moment ill always treasure
I can not get over him and I can not move on
Because he meant the world to me and now he is gone
I do not know what to do and I do not know what to say
All I know is that I need him each and everyday
The words I love you he never says anymore
And the way he feels about me is nothing like before
Now he does not want to be anything more than friends
But forever and for always ill love him till the end
I knew it was too good to be true
And one day he will realize no one will love him the way I do