Once before

Once before 22/09/04

I’d had him once before,
But now it was different.

I sat beside him
Wishing he was mine.

We laughed
We talked
We joked,
The whole time I spent
Wishing he was mine.

I regret the mistake I once made
I cried out to have another chance,
I wished he’d be mine.

I sat alone thinking as he filled my mind
Day or night,
I spent wishing he were mine.

I longed for his touch,
To be in his arms,
All this time,
Wishing he’d be mine.

I wish I could tell him how I feel
A lifetime of regret to be spent in the cold
A lifetime I’d spend,
Wishing he was mine.

I could no longer understand it,
I loved him.
But I spent my time,
Wishing he’d be mine.

No one can understand how I feel,
I guess I’ll spend my whole life,
Wishing he’d be mine.