I'm sorry daddy
I never meant to hurt you
I know you hate it
you know...
being last to know everything.
But it hurts too much to tell you some things.
I love you so much
too much to see you hurt
especially because of me.
I wanna be your perfect kid again daddy,
please...
cant we just forget everything?
Just for a minute?
I want you to be happy that i am your kid like you were before i told you everything.
But in reality i know i will probably never see that face again.
will i?
I miss hearing you brag about what a perfect kid you have...
i always knew it wasn't true...
but it made me feel good to know that you thought i was...
I'm sorry i cant handle things
it seems like the razor calls me
and my wrist...it just feels so
so right at the time...
