Promise

You promised you wouldn't leave
but how come
i am sitting here gazing out upon our place
why
why did you have to leave
how could you
you promised
i just don't understand
why did you have to leave at such a young age
you of all people
guess no one can understand
why am i hugging your mom
why am i crying
why am i looking out into the obis
gazing into space
thinking you were here
you aren't
why
promised me the world
now i have to venture out into it by myself
you say i have you and i am your world
i don't have you
i held you in my arms for the last time last night
you left
you promised
no you are not gone
you are still at my house holding me tight
but you aren't
no
you can't leave
why
you promised