Lost Without You

Hey.. ok so he dropped out because he wasn't going to graduate but he was already accepted into college and they didn't really care if he had his high school diploma or just his GED.. so he dropped out cause he was sick of dealing with our school... he has three jobs-->Peavine, The Creek, and The Green Mountain Golf Course. Him and I kinda hung out yesterday morning at like 7:30ish.. til 8ish and he asked me out and i said yes and now we're dating!! =]] and i'm seeing him after school today which is why i'm staying after.. =]]]]

I still like billy, and i emailed him last night and i don't know whats going on. i miss him and being with him, and like i wanna be with him but everytime i think about it i remember the good things and then the bad things.. the reasons that we broke up.. but like i'm still attached to him. and i would get back with him but he's not in school anymore and (this is gonna sound rude) i can't be with someone who dropped out of school its bad for my rep.. help me ... =[[

Ok so i just haven't been on in a long time cause i've been so busy with school and everything.. i'm stuck here at school no one at my house is answering the phone.. so i was looking at all the times that velosity is open and its also open on Wednseday the 21st and Sunday the 25.. and i don't care if sunday is a school night we're going then too i will (if i can convince my parents) even drive us there.... not so legally but i'll do it! lol... but we are definetly going! i can't wait for this sunday! we're all gonna meet at my house at like 4 and then get ready and leave at like 6:30 so we'll be there right when it opens! yay! and then we'll leave at midnight! i'm so excited! well i've gotta go sneak into the teachers lounge and try to call my dad again! i love you bunches and i'll check this thing more often!
xoxoxoxoxoxo
♥Vanessa

p.s. the ♥ thing doesn't work on here.. =[[ but copy and paste does =]]

Hey, you shouldn't be nervous about ur bf..... i need to talk to you though cause i did somthing i don't think you will ever be able to believe in your life! i kinda can't believe i did it either! call me u know my digits... but i donnno if your gonna get this in time! well i have to go love you tons and tons! don't forget to visit me today if at all possible cause i might not live! lol'

Hey sweets! yea you were wicked hyper when you wrote that i could tell... adn yes you totally lefty me at that game you left me to go sit with TAY and btw he is a guy! yea so i deff. diddn't go to that stupid middle school game becasue middle schoolers are retarded but i am going ot that game tonight adn i can't wait because i am wicked excited to see you cause i already miss you!!! lol.... bot joke! man my sandwich was so good way better than what i bet your stil eating... so hows pb? t is fine but he's saying our computers here are jewish!!!! man he just walked away from me but hay i've got him whipped enough so eventually he'll come back and sit with me! lo9l... i love him to pieces hope the pbj is doing good! i lvoe you but i have to go work on my stupid drivers ed project now...
Love ya!!!

p.s. i think i have a job at the skippy! hji ho digidy!!!