Suicide 1

In the shadows i watch him,
the bitterness i feel for him peaks,
in her arms he lays,
fury burns,
i stagger out into the moonlight,
he looks up at me fear clutching him,
i smile,
he grabs her,
he starts to sob,
she does not move,
he turns to look at her,
he screams,
she has no eyes,
she has no colour,
apart from the blood,
he turns to me ,
tears streaming,
i smile,
he tries to move but he cant,
i move forwards,
he stares at me,
eyes wide,
from my ripped dress,
my hand pulls into the light,
a blood stained knife,
he looks at me,
at my knife,
at my seeping wounds,
at my face,
the smile still there,
but the trickle of salty tears,
i move forwards,
i sit by him,
and lean close,
I'm sorry,
my whisper in his ear,
and i plunge the knife deep,
into my heart.