I'm Sorry

I'm sorry I still love you
I'm sorry I still care
I'm sorry I spend each night
Wishing you were still there

I'm sorry I'm not beautiful
But believe me I tried
I'm sorry I didn't tell you
About the nightly tears I cried

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough
I'm sorry I'm depressed
I'm sorry I'm a screw up
And I made your life a mess

I'm sorry I'm not perfect
But I really tried to be
I tried my best to make you smile
I'm sorry I didn't make you happy

It's really all my fault
And I'm sorry if I hurt you
I'm sorry I made the wrong choice
I thought its what you wanted me to do

I'm sorry I said I hate you
Those words are far from true
It's nothing more than a life to myself
Because I'm still in love with you

I'm sorry that I cut myself
I'm sorry for always crying
I'm sorry I couldn't make it stop
But I really have been trying

I'm sorry I can't hug you now
Or give a simple kiss
I'm sorry those are stupid things
That you will never miss

I'm sorry you won't miss my laugh
Or when my hands played with your hair
I'm sorry you won't miss the way
I'd let you just hold me there

I'm sorry you don't miss my voice
Or the words I used to say
I'm sorry you don't miss me
Like I do you, every day

I just wish you understood
And we could be together
Because if you really just need time
You know I'd wait forever..