I can never explain
the feelings so cold and plain
its the life I want to live
no feelings of hurt to give
but I will never live that life
and knowing that flashes in the knife
the heavy cloud above my head
each day wishing that I was dead
the ghosts lost between life and death
like the cursed souls that take no breath
I look at them through my ghostly eyes
I know what theyve been through behind each disguise
Its a shame that a life was wasted
The bitter sweet guilt was tasted
I wish I could take back the sins that I did
The souls reaping the life that I forbid
I regret the actions of my dreams
As I hear the young girls screams
Confused between a dream and reality
Ruined the life of my mortality
