Broken

Why does my life have to be so complicated
I fell in love with someone, and now my life has faded
Killing my innocense for something I want so much
I fall and get so weak everytime I feel his touch
Baring the burden of hatred and pain
I give up my life till nothing else remains

I hate you, I cant stand you
Yet I love you, And need to be around you
Hoping that my prayers of worry get answered
Your like a drug and I have caught your cancer
Just hearing your voice on the telephone
It's just to much, I wanna die alone

I have loved you for two whole years
Sometimes I wish you'd dissapear
But the way you act, the things you do
Drive me completly crazy about you
The way you broke my heart
The reason why you wanted to part

I hate you, I cant stand you
Yet I love you, And need to be around you
Hoping that my prayers of worry get answered
Your like a drug and I have caught your cancer
Just hearing your voice on the telephone
It's just to much, I wanna die alone

Just because I wouldnt give it up to you
Doesn't mean you had to break my heart in two
You were the reason I thought I'd survive
But now I just wanna be left alone to die
Cause u left me with these memories of you
Im hurting, and I don't know what to do

I hate you, I cant stand you
Yet I love you, And need to be around you
Hoping that my prayers of worry get answered
Your like a drug and I have caught your cancer
Just hearing your voice on the telephone
It's just to much, I wanna die alone

My heart has been broken so many times
But your the one that's hard to leave behind

!~*Only memories surround my existance*~!

(This is for someone who had my heart, held it in his hands, then tore it apart)