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Trying to write this poem
but dont know what to write
my feelings are all mixed up
something is just not right

not knowing what im thinking
nor what i feel
my life is like an orange
that has been somewhat peeled

i do have a future
even though its notthat long
to play my part in the world
before im entirely gone

i wish things got better
but it only got worse
this life that im living
is nothing but a curse