Never did I think we would ever be separated
Never would I think he would stop loving me
Never would I dare think of breaking up
Never would I have ever think that he would love another girl
Another girl that wasnt me
Another girl that was better then me in all ways possible
And many other girls it was
One after another
Leaving me behind in the dust
Crying rivers down my face
Asking God why
Over and over
Till they dragged me home
I couldnt eat
I couldnt sleep
I was a real life zombie
Life was just a big sad Grey world
Maybe God brought me to hell
Just to teach me a lesson
I couldnt tell
Everything was always the same to me
And will always be the same
Life is retarded like that
When things just start to get good, the bad crap comes it
I always thought this is actually going to last
God has finally let me have something happy in my life
But no, God
You had to let him leave me
Maybe you could have stopped him
Maybe you couldnt
But I hope you tried
Cause that was the last you could have done
Believe me
It was
