Suicide Was The Only Way Out

I was happy
I was
Really happy
Probably one of the happiest kids you ever seen
But one day
I got sad
Day by day
It got worst
Everything seemed pointless
I felt like nobody liked me
But they did
I lost my hyper and joyous personality
I cried every night
Day and night
Always crying
Thats me
I blocked people out
I didnt want them to get closer
I thought they were going to hurt me
But they only wanted to help
Only I didn't know that until it was too late
I thought about suicide a lot
Maybe the pain would go away
When I died...
I planned it all
Now im gone
And im still not happy...