Violence

I count the rings around my eyes,
looking at the clock hoping the time will fly, you're not home yet,
but you will be angry and drunk I bet..

I hear the door open with a kick,
the single thought of you I fear and it makes me sick.

I run and hide under my broken bed, my heart is sinking just like heavy lead,
You call my name, without a simple trace of shame.

I try not to breath..
Maybe if you don't hear me,
you will finally decide to leave?

Just as everything turns quiet,
my arm is being grabbed and all I can think is "here starts the riot"

I wish I wasn't this small,
I wish I was like you big and tall,
You pick me up as if I was a feather, and there I fly, but not to long before the fall.

I can't breath this time,
You have taken it too far!
I am a prisoner in blood, as if I was behind a bar.

Will the neighbors hear?
Will they know I have my life to fear?
I hope they come soon, wondering if they can stop my doom?
Wait that's them! I hear them shout.

No, I am not dead,yet.
Please! please! just leave me here,
Catch my father before he decides to fled.
Make him pay for what he's done,
Anything! I don't even mind If it's with a gun.