I Messed Up

I cant control these crazy feelings
that i am having for you.
They should be gone,
but here they are still.

You make my heart go
baump, baump, baump
in that familiar way.
The way it is in love,
but got crushed on heartless day.

I wish I could be with you,
so you can hold me tight
when Im in a rage or about to fight.
Or when Im sad and depressed
and thinks that the world is coming to an end.

I dream of your smile and cockiness,
and sometimes you save me too.
I hope that this will come true one day,
but sadly, right now,
your dating my best friend!