Missing

Just thinking about you
makes me blue.

The thought of you not here
isn't very clear
leaving me in fear.

You were my heart
in every part.

You were my life
burning my strife.

You went by so fast
giving a special past.

My heart drowns in rum
beating like a drum.

If I wasn't there when needed,
I sincerely wish I succeeded.

I feel a change for the worse
like being stomped by a horse
and darkened by a curse.

I feel guilty
without a possibility.

It was short
yet you had my support.

I did the best I could do
but not enough for you.

I don't know what to say
except my love will never stray.

You're a falcon of the sky
soaring very high.

In my eyes, you'll always be remarkable
in every way possible.

I hope you will forgive me,
for without you I am never free.