Missing the one beside me

I'm missing you and I'm here all alone
up in the tree i don't want to go home
there's nothing to do but play back the memories
how i loved you so much and who's still the one i miss
we haven't talked for so long because I'm too scared
because all i know is now you don't care
right now you might be thinking about someone else
who's better than me, who hasn't fell
the one who's perfect and made just for you
who you might actually think about and pay attention to
the one you'll never leave, the one you'll love
who's going to be beside you no matter what
she might be the future and I'm only on the past
the girl who thought this love could last
she'll be there, making you happy
and I'll be here, wishing it was me