One Lonely Girl

by kristina   Dec 2, 2006


One lonely girl
Surrounded but alone in the world
She walks through her hallways at her school
Nobody looks her way because she's not cool
It's like she blends in with the air
No one has ever cared
To ask about the cuts and bruises
Or about the vow of silence she chooses
Even when she goes home
She still feels alone
Her father consumes himself in alcohol
Her mother occupies herself with an eight ball
Using up all their money until they can't pay rent
For the disgusting vermin infested apartment
When she goes to her room
She sulks in her indescribable gloom
Waiting for her father to come in
To blame her for everything and then beat her again
But she still she finds the strength to pick herself off the floor
Wondering if he's gonna come back and beat her some more
She lays her tattered and worn body on the bed
Thoughts of hate and guilt running through her head
Contemplating on ow to end it all
She walks quietly into the hall
Then goes to the bathroom
Looking in the cabinet for pills to consume
But all she finds is a bar of soap and a rusted blade
Knowing that no one will come to her aid
She puts the blade on the sink
Stares in the mirror and doesn't even blink
She picks up the blade and holds it tight
Hoping and praying that it will end her life
She puts it close to her skin
Digs it in deep then does it again
Hating everyone in this world
For making her feel like one lonely girl
One lonely girl whom nobody knows
Who never smiles and wears the same clothes
One lonely girl who has no more tears to cry
Who always asks the same question...Why
So this is to all the people who make others feel lonely
Remember you could be there one and only
As for the one lonely girl who now has a tombstone engraved
""For the lonely tortured soul that could never be saved""

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  • 16 years ago

    by Pete

    I really liked this... :)

  • 17 years ago

    by Amberlee

    ... i can relate. it's really good.

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