Finally...

I want to die,
and my spirit wants to fly,
life is nothing no more,
nothing can soar.

My heart is giving in,
and I lay here pinned,
people think I'm a freak,
there's only one thing I seek.

Nothing will release this pain,
blood drips in the rain,
tears run down my face,
I can't win this race.

No one cares for me,
and my soul can't be free,
I slit my hands,
let the blood hit the sand.

As the sun sets I stare,
another day I could bare,
time to end this pain,
as I lay in the rain.

Then it starts to snow,
as blood starts to flow,
I died on that day,
along with my heart to say.

Nothing can help me as I lay,
as my heart pays,
it is covering me as I lay in peace,
now I can rest in peace.