This broken tear is what I shed for you.
The blood on my arms has fallen down for you.
I know you may not understand why right now,
But I do.
You have made me cry,
And feel alone so many nights.
And asking myself these questions,
Like "Why am I here?"
"Who needs me?"
"Why couldn't I just die?"
See, you may not know
But your the reason for these thoughts and doings.
I feel so caught and trapped when I'm with you.
I never know what to do.
So alone and cold
And never having anyone to be with or hold.
Feeling so dissed.
I used to look up to you..
Now I can't even stand to be around you.
I always get hurt.
I know this sounds stupid,
But it IS true.
The bruises on my heart are from you.
The scars on my wrists for you.
Now that your here,
Do you know what to do?
Now that you know how I feel
Does it make you happy that you sent me to the limit?
Just admit it.
You don't understand.
I can't stand you.
Between all the tears and blood I have shed
Sitting alone up in my bed
Always feeling so bad and felt like dying and crying.
This pain is the worst kind.
I feel like I mean nothing to you..
Not even a dime.
I hate the way you hate me..
I just wish I could make you see.
How unhappy you make me.
How upset I get.
I can't take anymore of this shit.
Please get me outta here.
I don't want to be anywhere near you right now.
I don't want to be this down.
Why did you have to do this?
I am so confused.
I don't know what to do...
This is the last tear I will ever cry for you.
It will be my last thing I do for you.
I'm tired of putting up with this,
I can't do it anymore.