FakeSmilesAndHiddenTears__x

People around me giving me stares
Fed up of knowing that nobody cares
The evil looks they send my way
I cant help but cry no matter what people say
No one knows what its like being me
Nobody looks hard enough to see
I try hard not to cry
When really i just wanna die
I Try to be happy, i try to smile
And i act like im okay for a while
But its getting too much, too hard to take
Fed up of everyone being so fake
I try and be positive and try and get through
I didn\'t think it would be that hard to do
But I swallow my tears and stand up to my feet
Act like i wont let them get me beat
Deep inside, it will still break me
And I cant stand knowing everyone hates me
People shouldnt judge me because im nicer than i seem
One day, hopefully it will be real and not just a dream