I once wrote you a poem that said without you i would die
But now all i can do is sit here with your picture and wipe the tears i cry
Sixteen years, has it been that long?I miss you more and more each day
It was on the front paper in big bold letters saying "Boy Killed in the pouring Rain"
It brought me back to our first date when i gave you our first note
The letter so wrinkled you could barley read what i wrote
"Without you i would die, you mean the world to me, you are my sun and sky, i can never sleep at night, your always on my mind, i swear to you with a tear in my eye, with out you boy i, would surely die."
we were in our early teens, everyone doubted our love
They never knew we would never give up
I heard the News from my mom on a Sunday afternoon
She broke it to me slowly, i locked my self in my room
For weeks i stayed and looked at your smiling face
It was both of us on our very first date
It was raining out side, you and we had sparkles in our eyes
i found out without you i would soon die
all the pain i felt grew stronger everyday
The rain that fell couldn't wash away the pain
I stood in the rain, my tears couldn't show
all the people of our little town knew, i felt sorrow
Soon i found i had no reason to live so in my diary i began to write
"Dear Chase,
You gave me this book on our first date, i love you so much but i cant take, all the pain i feel, all the love I've lost, without you theres no line i haven't crossed, without you i would die, so I'm desperately holding this knife, unless you come back i have to go, for I'm nothing when you go"
I begin to close the diary when on the first page i see
A note with hearts on addressed to me
"Dear Love,
Don't be silly don't give up your life, there are so many things you can accomplish so please don't claim you'll die, swear to me you'll move on that you'll find a new love, that you'll place him the world above, you don't have to stop loving me, but dear i hope you'll be, the best mom a child will have, and you'll name it after me, if you get this letter it means I've found a new, or that means i have left you, i love you i need you more than life, please don't give up please tell you'll try"
As i sat there crying with tear all down my face
i heard a child enter, it was my Daughter Chase
i wiped away the tears for my child looked at me and started to cry
"Mommy i love you, without you i would die"
