I just hurt so bad inside
i hurt inside and no one can see how much it hurts just to be me, i think i love him i say so dear but in mi heart i kno its fear, he says he cant wait for me to be 18, so we can live this made up fairytale he calls love, and as he cheats on me i break down even more wich makes me just feel so sore,they say im to young to fall in love and i thought id proove them rong well it worked for a while i proved mi heart and he was just at the start i beleived he loved me and still do to this day but i just cant be treated that way this is how i feel i never would have realized this before i read the book things change by: patrick jones this book has also taught me to live love but mostly to forgive and for that i am thankful.
