Shattered Window

I knew this would happen
I knew it would end with a tear
But I always tried to hide it
And pretend it would never come

I tried to be perfect
And tried to be honest
I tried so hard
To be everything you ever wanted

But everything wasn't enough
It never was no matter how I tried..
You always found something wrong
You never saw the pain behind my smile

You just looked straight through me
Like a shattered window
You're eyes filled with hate
My voice filled with hurt

Why do you do this over and over?
Why can't you just let me die?
Just let me rest in my bed of thorns
Never think of me again just leave it at that