Trapped In Her Shadow.. Longing To Be Free

I'm standing in her shadow ,
It is what I'm born to do,
For no one to see,
And for no one to know.

No feelings can i show,
No tears can anyone see,
I'm always alone,
God; why you doing this to me?

I hope it doesn't stay the same forever,
Because i cant take it anymore,
It brings me no joy,
I can imagine me drop dead on the floor.

How come everyone sees her,
And no one notice me,
Help, I'm trapped in her shadow,
Longing to be free.

Shes always in front of me,
No matter where i go,
What is there for me to do,
Cause of her, my life is now so low.

No one ever looks in my way,
There is no one for me to impress,
I guess i will never have love,
Which makes me more depress.

Why are we created so differently?
Why cant we be treated the same,
This isn't fair at all,
God are you the one to blame?

To be continue..