Why Won't it Happen?

Sweaty palms
Quaky knees
Pounding Heart
I saw you for the first time
I traced you out
I saw you smile
I heard your laugh
I've fallen so hard
I'm not sure I can get up
You tell me
You love me
I can't accept it
I turn away
While facing you
I cry
with dry eyes
My heart screams
Telling me to see the sense
I can't
I turn my back
While looking back
I wipe a
single tear
A broken Hope
away from my mind
I walk away
Tears streaming down
my smiling face