Missing out

FOR ALMOST 10 YRS IVE BEEN MISSING OUT OF UR LOVE. INSIDE I MISS U SO MUCH AND WHEN ITS FATHERS DAY I WISH IT WAS U WHO WOULD CALL ME BUT I GUESS U DON'T HAVE ENOUGH TIME 4 ME. IT MAKES ME WANNA CRY KNOWING THAT I AM GROWING UP AND I FEEL LIKE I'M MISSING OUT ON SO MANY THINGS. WHEN I'M 2 LAZY TO CLEAN MY ROOM I WISH IT WAS U THE ONE WHO REMINDED ME TO DO IT AND WHEN I GOT IN TROUBLE I WISH IT WAS U WHO WOULD TELL ME HOW I DID WRONG. I WISH I COULD SEE UR BEAUTIFUL SMILE AND UR MEAN ANGRY LOOK. I FEEL LIKE I'M MISSING OUT ON UR HUGS, KISSES AND SMILES. I WISH I COULD JUST HOLD U IN MY ARMS. i HOPE UR LIFE IS GOOD YET I HATE THE THOUGHT OF U HAVING ANOTHER FAMILY. PLEASE DADDY.. PLEASE CALL ME. I MISS U SO MUCH .. THE ONLY WAY I CAN SEE U IS THROUGH ME SINCE EVERYONE SAYS WE COULD B TWINS. I'M HAPPY I COULD HAVE AT LEAST THAT AS A REMINDER.. :(