Late at night,
in the concrete i lay.
with my head up heading
the sky watching the Stars.
When ever i feel like
crying, when ever i feel
dull, anxious, frustrated.
Everyone looks obnoxious,
Everyone seems fake.
But not you, not you.
Your words seemed true to me.
Real.
And what is sick, is i still
believe they were.
What is sick, is me.
how you deceived me.
How confuse I am,
god help me.
I don\'t want to see you anymore
It feels like my chest is gonna burn.
You�´re like dynamite
Adrenaline, Fire, delights of pain.
I dwell on pictures, I dwell at night,
I dwell in my sleep and
even I daydream.
But fack this is gotta stop,
I can't handle it anymore,
I can't keep on feeling this way
YOu had me, you´ve that factor X.
What was it that you gave me
What is this that i feel
I wish i could define it.
I wish this wouldn't feel so real.
This which takes away my sleep
and comes within my dreams,
this that burns my chest
and takes my breath away.
this feeling that kills me
day and night. sober and drunk.
Even alcohol is useless
not even pills heals it.
Not even SOMEONE else,
I guess i'll have to leave
I guess i can't just stay
this is not going to work
this pain, this love, this sorrow,
the joy, the laugh, the tears
will not subside see you
by her side.
I pray to god, i pray alot
i pray so forgiveness,
I pray to deceive me
I pray to stop feeling,
I just want to stop thinking.
Heart pumps so fast,
Just when a memory stripes
in my mind and even worst
when i see you pass by.
My chest is on fire
My mind focus on desires.
