Death Is Near

Why is my heart breaking
when will i stop shaking
why do all the tears of a 100 years
all begin to fall
why do i have to bleed
for the mistakes of my past
why do i get haunted
with memory's that wont last
why am forced to take
my last resort
why is all this blood shed
at my front door
when will i stop crying
why cant i be dying
and take away the pain
why cant i be selfish
and just hide away the pain
why must i show my self
to every one around
and be laughed at and joked around
why cant i take this knife
and stab at my hearts desire
why must i run around and act like i'm on fire