Its on my mind all day every day telling my self i can succeed at this i always try to keep it to my self i try to maintain a a smile on my face but some times its just to had I'm in desperate need of help i always have guilt after every meal i eat i try to be positive and think i can get though this on my own i just have to keep living my life in complete pretend but at times it just gets so hard with my secrets burning inside my hopes of being skinny and perfect will soon began to fade
