Nobody really knows me they don't no all the secrets i hide they don't know i have a mask that hides me from the world they dont know about my starving hunger inside i to scared to show people the real me so scared of what they might say so i keep my secretes buried inside of me they are held so deep inside of me it just causes me pain some days i wish i could just be happy with my self and not have to worrier about what people think of me and if they think I'm fat or thin so days i just wish i could just melt away until my hole body turns blue i try to cover everything up so that my family and Friends all think I'm just fine it kills me inside to be the girl that has to hide be hind all of the lies I'm so scared that one day they will find out the true me the true me that hates her life and hates the food that is on the plate in front of her the only time I'm not hiding from the real me is when i sit in my room all alone at night wishing that i could be saved wishing i could be understood so i don't have to hide like this I'm scared if they find out they wont under stand and say I'm crazy but one day i will stop all of this and learn how to live with the way i look but until that day i will live my life like this and starve for my self starve for the people to understand
