I crumble

I crumble beneath the floor as the ground began to give way.

I soar inside the small cracks and know where I am falling to.

Ive had these dreams lately that they seem so real I could touch them and hold them.

They feel so real that I drawn in them.

I feel so alone there so locked up inside my self .

My tears seem so hollow now they give me no comfort.

only to trick me into thinking they do.

There meant to relieve pain and anguish.

but they do not they are are just salty water drops falling down my face spilling out of my sea of emotion.

My mind plays games to my already fragile heart cutting my soul to nothing but stone.

Dicing away at my sanity.
I do parish beneath the floor and disappear with out a trace.

I do fall because I was never alive to be saved to be spared.