Shut Down, Again.

by Not Bulletproof   Dec 11, 2006


I'm not supposed to feel like this.
With an explosion in my stomach,
and a war in my brain,
I don't know what's not, and what is,
and I've crossed the line to "insane".

I hurt, so I cry;
I feel, and I want to die.
Something holds me back,
and I know it's you.
What makes you want to?

I'll spare you all the pain,
and keep the war in my brain.

I know you know,
and you know I know,
so now where do we go?
Do we clash and flow,
or do we weep and become our foes?

My stomach's screaming "eat",
and my eye's are burning red,
I can't seem to sleep,
and I'm just wishing I were dead.

This anxiety is eating me alive,
it's like all I do is whine and cry.
Won't someone break the trend?
Put this misery of mine to an end?

Sorry for the inconvenience,
but Sarah is temporarily shut down
for repairs.

Sarah Gammon ©
10/12/06

Thanks for reading -xxx-.

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