It Is exactly 1 o'clock
i can't sleep
i keep on thinking about her
and i know,, i fall so deep..
sometimes i cry
coz i thought i have to say goodbye
to this feeling that i have for her
something i know that i can never do,,
but what if that day will come?
can i say goodbye?
or go on but will always cry,,
i know i don't have to think this way,
but why do I?
there are times that I'm scared..
scared of the truth
scared to be hurt..
there are times that i want her to tell me that she don't like me,
so that i can stop this fantasy..
but way too scared to face it..
there's no doubt that i love her
and I'm hoping that someday she will be mine
but i don't want to think this way
coz it can only happen in my dream
i love her so much
and I'm contented for what we are right now..
but there are times that i want her to love me too..
times that we could be more than we are..
maybe i can fool myself and convince my mind
that being her best is more than enough..
but my heart is aching,
crying softly..
whispering..
please love me too..
