Suicide Mask

Because of you I wear a mask.
It is not one of the easiest tasks.
The mask hids all the tears that have been cried.
And all the pain thats still inside.
As soon as i think im getting sronger.
Ill think of you forever longer.
I know it has come and past.
But cannot put YOU in MY past.
As i lay here this very night.
The thought of suicide becomes my light.