Torn

Yesterday you were gone
Just like that you weren't there
Now today your back in my life
And I dont know if I can bear

It hurt so bad to lose you
It took so long to heal
Finally I regained my strength
And a new love was revealed

But here you are years later
Standing at my hearts door
Telling me how much you miss me
As my heart drops to the floor

I thought that it was over
Never again I'd see your face
But there you are right in front of me
And here I am with someone else to embrace

I truly love him dearly
But you were the first for me
And now I'm torn to both of you
Why is this the way it has to be

I still love you as I always have
My feelings hidden away
So I cry over you once more
As I get closer to my wedding day