WHAT IF

IF U WERE 2 LEAVE WITHOUT NO GOOD BYES.

IF U WERE 2 LEAVE IT ALL BEHIND. IF U

WERE 2 LEAVE WOULD I CRY? IF U WERE 2

LEAVE WOULD I DIE? TEARS SLOWLY RUN

DOWN MY EYES, BUT ITS DEEPER INSIDE I

CRY. HEART SLOWLY BREAKING. MIND

RACING. I SHOULD OF KNOWN U WOULD

LEAVE. I SHOULD OF KNOWN I WOULD CRY,

BUT I DIDN'T REALIZE ALL U WANTED WAS A

LIE. AS I GAVE UP MY HEART 4 U. U

DECIDED U DIDN'T WANT IT SO U THREW IT

AWAY. BELIEVE IT OR NOT I THOUGHT U

WOULD STAY, BUT NO UR NO DIFFERENT THEN

HIM. U PROMISED IT WOULD B DIFFERENT,

BUT ITS EXACTLY THE SAME ONLY

DIFFERENCE IS MORE PAIN. U MAY NOT OF

LOVED ME BUT I DONT LIE. I DONT PLAY

WITH EMOTIONS. I LOVED U MORE THEN

WORDS COULD SAY. IT KILLED ME INSIDE 2

SEE U WALK AWAY. NOW HERE IAM I STAND

ALONE BROKEN INSIDE BUT STILL I GROW. I

MAY NEVER LOVE AGAIN, BUT WHAT A

FEELING IT WAS WHILE IT LASTED. AS THE

QUOTE GOES **IT IS BETTER 2 HAVE LOVED

AND LOST THEN 2 NEVER HAVE LOVED AT

ALL*** I BELIEVE THAT EVEN THOUGH MY

HEART IS WEAK WITH PAIN. MY EYES HAVE

CRIED SO MANY TEARS THAT NOW ALL I SEE

IS A BLURR. IM SORRY 2 DISAPPOINT U. IM

SORRY 4 EVERYTHING I HAVE DONE. IM

SORRY IM NOT PERFECT. IM SORRY I NEVER

WON. IM SORRY FROM DEEP INSIDE. IM

SORRY I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH. IM SORRY I

RUINED UR LIFE. IM SORRY EVEN IF IT

WASNT MY FAULT. IM SORRY 4 GIVING UP.

IM SORRY I COULDNT TAKE IT NO MORE. IM

SORRY BUT THE END IS NEAR BUT NEVER

FEAR ILL ALWAYS LOVE U SO ILL ALWAYS BE

HERE....