Why am i still crying

I know ive improved
but why am i still cutting?
why am i still screaming hysterics
why ami still crying
i cant breathe when i see u
i break out in a chill
i cant even talk
i let the blood spill
i try to run to forget
run until i cant breathe
gasp for u
gasp for me
i want me
GIVE ME BACK ME
the one before i met u
before u influenced my life
the easy going girl
before she was playing with knives
but its all over
its time to forget
that what we had will never happen again x